Easy come, Easy go

It's like they say,

Every thing happen for a reason.

But did he change

For the good of himself,

Or the good of his family?

It's like they say,

You don't know what you have till its gone.

But when he looses me

Will he know what he had,

Or will he even care?

How many times

do I have to explain,

How long will I have to try?

Cant something for once,

come easy rather than go?

So I have decided that insomnia can be very predictive. Expecially when you live with someone who will never shut up about you not doing anything to help around the house(when you actually do)... so written a chapter in my story and, did the dishes and the laundry... when i could have been sleeping. Ugg! I have to get up for work in 5 hours....

So I have decided that it really sucks living were I do... no friends, no family, no nothing. Well except that I've been getting calls from a certain someone. It doesn't bother me that he calls. But it bothers me that he keeps trying to get me to break up with Chad. I know that we aren't having the story book relationship but we are trying to make things work. I doesn't help that i have no one to talk to about things either.

So I've decided that I'm an RP nerd. And it Fucken sucks cause the one I'm in right now (one that i so nerdingley made.) doesn't have enough people playing. and I'm currently going crazy waiting for someone to post... I'm a dork.

off to 7/11

running away sounds awfully taisty right now....